Last night marks the first time I’ve actually spoken to my ex since we broke up. Three weeks and one day later. It caught me so off guard when I saw that he was calling me that I forgot to mention any of the things I wanted to mention.
Hearing is voice again was strange. In a way, it was like it’s only been a few days. His voice is as familiar to me as my own. But it felt a bit strained, which I guess it would, and he was mechanical about it. We said really nothing of importance, and I was left thinking ‘he did that purposely so I wouldn’t say anything’. It worked, I was too startled. Basically we agreed to talk in the future after I get back from my holidays.
The only thing I can say positively about the conversation is that it broke the ice. We’ve had it, so it shouldn’t linger so much anymore. At least it wasn’t an angry conversation.